



Lindsay. 18. Northerner residing in Virginia. Equestrian. Fashionista. Photographer. Bookworm.
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have you ever met someone who’s smile looks like it could make flowers grow
The Witch’s House in Beverly Hills, built in 1921.
I think my biggest current crises is that I want to belong to someone but I also don’t. It’s amazing to share my life with someone and get to know I’m loving and am loved in return. But at the same time there’s this weird nagging for the life I led when I was 17 and restless, when responsibilities didn’t exist and chasing boys was more of a game than a commitment. I forgot how much I enjoyed things like that, games with boys who thought you didn’t know you were playing.
I wouldn’t go back to that, when I think about it. It was like trying to play games with people who only hung out with you because you were the top hat in monopoly, when you got sent to jail you weren’t worth bothering with as long as the car was still in the mix you know? It didn’t matter who played, they just wanted someone to amuse themselves with.
To an extent, I don’t blame them. It was the same for me sometimes. But when I take time to really think about it, this supposed “crises,” I realize it’s not one at all, it’s just a nostalgic moment passing by. I don’t want to go back to that, to insecurity and wondering and questions and mistrust. There’s this new world opened up to me by this new person, a place of love, of support, of kindness, or brutal honesty, and it’s a place I want to be.
I just wanna wear your sweatshirts and hold your hand
- Ijeoma Umebinyuo
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Part two of the Psych2Go x To Be A Genius series. Read more on Psych2Go. For more graphics like this about the human brain and behaviour, check out To Be A Genius.
